Dear Mom

Gosh, Mom I miss u so bad. for so long i was so blue n another some reason i cant stop the tears also (hiks, lebay!! jangan ada yg protes yeee gue lagi sedih nih) .while people always got my back. i dont know why.. its just because this world already full with negative side or they truly hate me?? just cant believe about my friend said yesterday..all the shit about me trully make me pissed (yesss, still).and am so sad that i cant feel ur touch , hear ur words or ur lovely hug.*ambil tisu, mewek* but am trying to b strong woman n klo kata pepatah lama "hadapi dengan senyuman" preetttttt...

so,mom..what should i do??? finally am really strangers here *mewek lagi*